Damned if I do, damned if I don't

I've debated whether or not to mention here that I logged into my eDiets account today, creating a week's worth of menus, and printed my shopping list. I guess you can tell which side won, huh? I don't know what it means or how this is going to work out, I only know that I feel like making positive changes in my life and this seems like a good first step.

I found someone to take my treadmill out of the old house last night (list something for free on Craigslist and you'd be amazed how quickly people will respond), so my old exercise stand-by is no longer available. I have a $47 YMCA membership that I'm not using and they do offer water exercise classes in the morning and evenings, every day, so that's an option. There's also lots of flat paved space around the new house for walking. Basically, I've got what I need in order to be active, now I just have to do it.

I don't want to be thin. I don't want to buy new clothes. I just want to live longer with my husband. In my new house. With my friends and family around me. Simple