I don't want to leave him here

Monday afternoon. I just had to say goodbye to TCB at the convention center and I cried all the way from there to the Subway sandwich shop. It's been so nice having him around every day and spending lots of time together and now he's going to be here, without me, for another four days and I'm going home this evening. Combine my sadness with the fear I always have around flying and I'm a basketcase. I'm going to go back to the YMCA down the street for a little while then take my shower and leave.

I don't want to leave. And, TCB, if you're reading this, be safe and come home soon.